Loren

"When you are alone with yourself all the time, with no one but yourself. You begin to go deeper and deeper into yourself until you lose yourself. It’s a perverse contradiction. It’s like your ego begins to disintegrate until you have no ego. Not in the sense that you become humble or gain some kind of perspective, but that you literally loose your sense of self. And I’m not sure if anyone, unless they have gone through it can truely understand how profound that loss is. It’s like the psychic glue that binds your whole notion of existence is gone and you become unglued. I think therefore I am, I think too much therefore I am not. I am not therefore I am nothing therefore I am dead and if I am dead then why I am still so goddamn lonely?"